hey guys. i just talked to sean about his rjc life and like the RJC polo team, compared to ours... it's disappointing.

firstly, let's look at our team. Every training, I am exasperated, not because of the training itself, but at the number of people we have. Every training, the number of sec 3s that actually train HARD and push themselves, the number is pathetic. YES okay go ahead and tell me, 'are you training hard yourself?? go train hard la then come and talk . now **** off'. or things like that.

I am disgusted, guys. I really am. I am sick and tired of all the unnecessary vulgarities that we use, i am sick and tired of all the ego things we say, i am sick and tired of hearing ppl putting each other down ALL THE TIME. Why? Why all these?

During sprints, i hear some asking others, 'eh did you go all out?' 'no i didn't, and i still beat you noob.' Look. It's not about who is noob and who isn't. It's about giving your best at every training and at the same time, even if you are the best in the team, encouraging your other teammates instead of putting them down. You can go ahead and become the best player in the world and all your teammates hate you for putting them down all the time, or all just not up to standard, you can achieve nothing. NOTHING. Yea okay, go give me a 101 responses, 'oh, i am putting them down so that they work harder'. I am not gonna argue with you really. It has no meaning anymore. Everytime i look at the softball team train, i feel so envious of their team work, their spirit. Is that not possible in our team?

I dont want to go on further, you know what i am trying to get at don't you? And i know, you can go pinpoint at every single loophole in this post and try to put me down for it, but if you really do, you have completely missed my point. So read again and again until you get it. come on. we can change this.